Heart Flutter

Here I am, sitting in a quiet room in a city full of people rushing somewhere. And all of a sudden I realize I have nowhere to go. I find my own weakness embarrassing and wish I wasn't such a drag. Sometimes when I realize I am putty in your hands and that I live my life in the constant fear of losing you, I wish you would be a little considerate and put some thought into what's running through my head. I rethink every word I say in front of you; I sure do not want to offend you. You are going through a rough phase; though somewhere I feel happy that you gave me the privilege of being the one whom you can take out on, I can't help but think and understand that I too have bad days and would like some pampering. I am not unhappy; but just a little disappointed that despite you being there, I have to pick after myself. I do not complain or whine, I try to put things in perspective and convince myself that this will lead to better days. You have given more than what I could have asked for, but I wish it were more consistent.

But there's one thing; no one can make my heart flutter like you do.

Travel

For me, travelling is therapeutic. A new place, the unfamiliarity, the smells, the people, the streets and even its silence thrills me. I have always discovered something new about myself in a new city. I react differently, I am more enthusiastic and probably a little wild. And when I go back home, I take a little of that me along. And that helps me feel better. I need not always stay in the lap of luxury, but it is important for me to have experienced what the city/town has to offer for me. I have travelled very less, yet I call myself a traveller. Cause my mind goes everywhere, and someday my body will too. For the travel bugs I know.

Finding Love

They say you find love in the most unexpected places. I found it in many unexpected places and lost it over time. But there is one love that I always had and never lost. Even when I drifted away, I sailed back to the same shore. And this time I'm hoping to keep it for a really long time. :)

Perhaps

When religions all over the world are warring for the sake of "humanity" there sits a simple soul from the roof of the world who gives the most prolific yet elementary wisdom to persons who are willing to listen to him. A person who is ready to admit his religion's flaws, to lay down his ego for the greater good, so that religion and science can progress hand in hand has a stronger chance to be closer to God than anyone else. While everyone else teaches us to be religious, this religion teaches us to be spiritual. To not belittle one's faith by empty rituals but to trust a superpower, a spirit that has created everything around us and focus all our energy towards connecting with it. Perhaps we shall get there some day.

April's Letter

Wishing I was on a train with you, bound for anyplace on earth. Can't wait to feel that tingly feeling inside my heart when my fingertips touch your skin. Even something as simple as that is an adventure for me. Can't wait to stand confused and wonder what's gonna come next. Can't wait to be the reason behind your good mood. Can't wait to be your surprise. Some times I look at your acts of romance

 and wonder "What girl did that work on?" But it works on me everytime. I want to laugh at your jokes and kiss you everytime you are charming. Hope my colourful acts make you a little bit happier. Cause you make me happier. Everyday. And we both are sad, we could use this charm to work its magic. A wish to be next to you as soon as possible.
Love, Me.

P.S. - A little inspiration from April's love letter I came across in a library book! :)